Published by Julia Volkovah under
on 2:54 AM
"Okay, Dow...what is troubling you?" 
"I broke up with this guy but now I want him back. I know he made me feel bad and almost destroyed me but I feel so empty and lost without him." 
"Actually, I just want to be left alone...help me...left alone...help me!!!
"This new guy talking about my responsibility and a sustainable system is scaring me. I feel a bit bad, because I called him a communist! I'm going to have a fit! I want that other guy to slap me around some more!!! If I just cut myself, they'll see how much I hate being free!"
"It wasn't so bad with the other guy. He made some mistakes, but I can change him. God, my self-esteem is so low."
"What do you mean I don't make sense? Yes, I want your support, but only if it means that I can go back to him. Yes, I got badly beaten, but I felt so secure. You just don't understand."
"I kept imagining that I felt like this."
"Don't tell my friends, but really I felt like this."
"I'll admit that this new guy seems nice. He looks very intelligent. But I can't ever seem to get it right with guys like that. I feel so cheap and dirty."
"I've found a new guy. I'm really sorry, he's just like the other one. I know I should do better, but I just can't seem to change..."
"Oh, yeah...oh, yeah...(God, I feel so cheap)...."
"I just want to get high quickly, it is all becoming such a blur now..."
"I've tanked again, but those that beat me keep telling me that actually I'm helping to bring down that nice-looking guy so I should enjoy being beaten. I'm so confused...Please somebody help me...leave me alone...help me...leave me alone!!!"
"I broke up with this guy but now I want him back. I know he made me feel bad and almost destroyed me but I feel so empty and lost without him." 
"Actually, I just want to be left alone...help me...left alone...help me!!!
"This new guy talking about my responsibility and a sustainable system is scaring me. I feel a bit bad, because I called him a communist! I'm going to have a fit! I want that other guy to slap me around some more!!! If I just cut myself, they'll see how much I hate being free!"
"It wasn't so bad with the other guy. He made some mistakes, but I can change him. God, my self-esteem is so low."
"What do you mean I don't make sense? Yes, I want your support, but only if it means that I can go back to him. Yes, I got badly beaten, but I felt so secure. You just don't understand."
"I kept imagining that I felt like this."
"Don't tell my friends, but really I felt like this."
"I'll admit that this new guy seems nice. He looks very intelligent. But I can't ever seem to get it right with guys like that. I feel so cheap and dirty."
"I've found a new guy. I'm really sorry, he's just like the other one. I know I should do better, but I just can't seem to change..."
"Oh, yeah...oh, yeah...(God, I feel so cheap)...."
"I just want to get high quickly, it is all becoming such a blur now..."
"I've tanked again, but those that beat me keep telling me that actually I'm helping to bring down that nice-looking guy so I should enjoy being beaten. I'm so confused...Please somebody help me...leave me alone...help me...leave me alone!!!"
